Three cats, Three Loves

And so our house is now full of animals/pets with two dogs and three cats (and another “cousin cat” that is staying with us temporarily) makes SIX animals in the house and only two humans. This past Friday, I adopted a three month old black poly-dactyl cat with yellow/green eyes that was originally named Maxwell…

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Stress

So remember how I told you that my sister was living with me? Well today, after constantly warning her ever since she moved in, I had to kick her out. And she had the audacity to tell me that her friends were going to come over to my house and help her get her stuff.…

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The Restorer by Amanda Stevens

Another book focusing on southern charm and mystery is this book. The Restorer by Amanda Stevens. Set in Charleston, South Carolina and surrounding areas much as the blue ridge mountains, this book is lush with the fragrances of summer time in the deep south. The story focuses on the main character, Amelia Gray, who works…

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Time

Well, it looks like I never followed up about whether or not I liked using BetterHelp for counseling or not. And the short answer is “No, I do not like it”. Although, I think that the concept is good, I did not personally enjoy my session with my counselor. It seemed way too informal to…

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Adulting

Do you ever get so tired of cleaning up after someone else that you want to smack them in the face, hard? Because as much as I have asked my husband to help out around the house, he still doesn’t do it unless I ask. Or yell. I just dont understand what goes through someones…

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entitled

It’s been about 4 days without drugs or alcohol. I had a brief 1 day relapsed where I took some anxiety medication and had a glass of wine while I took a bubble bath but now I am completely out of my “medication” which makes it easier for me to not use it (because I…

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Crazy Day

Today was a bit of a crazy day for me and after yesterday where I only had one patient for most of the day, I was not ready for the six patients and endless amount of phone calls that today brought. And next week is going to be even more crazy with 10 patients starting…

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Anxiety

If there is someone I know with severe anxiety, it’s me. And it’s gotten worse since I recently got two new jobs. One job is pretty slow, or rather, I should say like a roller coaster. One day will be super slow where we only have 4 patients and a handful of calls whereas another…

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Life Update

Recently, I have sought out going back to school for nursing to help further my career in healthcare and patient care. However, yesterday we found out that we would have to pay for the entire education out of pocket which would end up being pretty expensive. 1) the school I would be going to to…

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