Stress

So remember how I told you that my sister was living with me? Well today, after constantly warning her ever since she moved in, I had to kick her out. And she had the audacity to tell me that her friends were going to come over to my house and help her get her stuff.…

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School & Mental Health

Well, I made a positive mental health decision today by dropping out of the [very] condensed Summer Semester. What started it is that I started looking over the assignments that I would need to be doing for next week (when classes were set to start) and quickly realized that I would have to read anywhere…

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Writer’s Block & Other Things

In an effort to get my next couple of books published, I have been trying really hard to get my name on on the inter-webs as a writer. I already have one book published which has sold about 20 copies which, to me, is not bad since it’s a book of poetry and I didn’t…

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Grad School

As the Graduate School start date draws too close for comfort (it starts next week) I am a giant ball of anxiety, fear, intimidated, and sad all at once. I don’t know what to expect so I am trying to not have any expectations leading into the program but I cannot help but be fearful…

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#GoalDigger

Instead of constantly worrying and being disappointed in myself when I don’t accomplish something, I have decided to take that angst and turn it into a “To-Do List” or more like a “Personal Goals” type thing. So the goals for myself are to make myself a stronger/better person. They are tangible goals that should be…

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Adulting

Do you ever get so tired of cleaning up after someone else that you want to smack them in the face, hard? Because as much as I have asked my husband to help out around the house, he still doesn’t do it unless I ask. Or yell. I just dont understand what goes through someones…

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entitled

It’s been about 4 days without drugs or alcohol. I had a brief 1 day relapsed where I took some anxiety medication and had a glass of wine while I took a bubble bath but now I am completely out of my “medication” which makes it easier for me to not use it (because I…

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new tidings

I think I may start posting some of my essays that I did in college. They will, of course, be history related. I’m also thinking about posting some of my short stories as well. Most of my essays have been on this blog before, and at one point, was what got this blog as many…

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excitement

I am super excited because I was allowed to move my start date for Graduate School to the Summer instead of the Fall so I’ll be starting my program about 3 months early. The only thing we are waiting on now is a registration release and that is because Summer registration is Closed so the…

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graduate school

The people that work at my local university are amazing. I was set to start graduate school in the Fall but I asked my academic advisor if I could start earlier, like in the Summer, and he was like “Sure!”. It took a Day and a half to get everything transferred and switched over so…

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