Here We Go Again

Well my sister is moved out. And she is to get the rest of her stuff on Saturday which is all of two boxes she didn’t get today for some reason (I guess because they wouldn’t fit in her car). It might just be the restorative yoga that I just got out of or the…

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Rambles

I know, I know I’m going to talk about the controversial topic of sex. Many people are uncomfortable about talking about it but why? Sex is natural. Sex is innate. It’s a God given right. My point is that sex should not be so taboo. Since almost everyone does it. Even the monks and nuns…

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entitled

It’s been about 4 days without drugs or alcohol. I had a brief 1 day relapsed where I took some anxiety medication and had a glass of wine while I took a bubble bath but now I am completely out of my “medication” which makes it easier for me to not use it (because I…

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not feeling well

I am not feeling well today. I was fine before lunch but then I ate lunch and now I do not feel good. I am wondering if it is because I am coming off of my “drugs” or because I just happen to be ovulating today. My stomach hurts, I feel dizzy and lightheaded and…

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decisions

I have made the conscious decision to stop drinking all alcohol and to stop abusing all medications, even OTC medications. I have been spiraling and spiraling and the worst just keeps making the worst, worse. I used to not have so much anxiety until I started abusing my anxiety medications in an attempt to not…

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